... probably has no reference what's so ever to this post, however I found myself miming that a lot recently, and acting all sweet and innocent. Butter wouldn't melt!!!
I have been doing this "butter wouldn't melt" routine on the phone recently, asking when the ring mentioned on -
http://holysabre.signetware.co.uk - will appear! Then pretending I never said a thing. Some how I think he is onto me!! But that wont stop me, I will probably keep going on playing this little game of innocence!
I have also been doing it a lot at work recently, especially since I have now been moved across the office to a different role, to what I was originally placed in for my Placement Year, as the conversations and jokey attitude is a a lot more relaxed. I am definitely a lot happier working in the current role. There is a lot more to do and a lot more interesting things going on. I felt a little left out, like an outsider to the finance team, where I was. Whereas I am now definitely part of the team, and I feel it too. So all in all a good move!
I have realised however that living in a group of 3 girls isn't for me. Sometimes it is awesome and I find myself thinking maybe I was just thinking bitchily about it all. But then you find that 2 people have more in common, or have a common goal - short term or long term - and someone ends up being an outsider. I know it probably isn't just me thinking that half the time but I feel it a lot because weekends are planned for them both to head home wards on the same days, but I don't have that luxury of jumping in a car and driving home. I have to plan ahead and save to get the train somewhere. I know it doesn't sound complicated, but it damn well is!
Anyway I am going to head back to the relaxing and perusing the internet for pretty things.